Here I sit in church, and think to myself... What am I doing in life to worship God? What can I do to please him? And then I am finding myself thinking, how do I know one person or thing created the whole world? Who created him? Is it logical to believe in one person or thing? Why must we question somthing we have once believed in?? Why does my heart hurt when I feel myself drifting off frm going to church? Why do I feel weird and alone when I am at church? Why? Why? Why?.... Then I relize I will never truely know the answer to these questions, so why ask WHY?
I'm niw almost in tears because the song that is being sung around me is pulling at my heart and I relize I believe in God because he is the one thing in this world that I can turn to and speak to and know what I am feeling or struggling with won't get around to other people or get misunderstood. It makes me feel at peace once I release it all on him. I feel like I'm happier and stronger when I spend time learning/singing/pouring out whats weigjing on my heart on a daily basis. God or no God, believe what you want. But I will praise and worship Nd teach my daughter to love and be guided by GOD!!!
I'm crying now... Be blessed!!!!
<3 Courtny Price
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